Contemplation

As I lay in bed

I contemplate us

The combination you don’t want

The combination I yearn for

Considering all you’ve toiled

I don’t expect more

So be considerate

Don’t run rampant with my heart

Don’t underestimate my feelings

I don’t think I could handle it, if it was all just a lie

Until you figure out your trials

Us isn’t a pronoun to be used

Maybe its time to contemplate on someone else

Had to be Said

There’s nothing much to say

There’s no way this could be easier

It hurts me to even consider it

No longer can I enjoy a night with you

No longer can there be late night whispers

Its not the fact that I don’t care.

I no longer want the passion that you give me

Its fleeting

Its temporary

Its like experiencing a hot day when its winter

Its beautiful

Its memorable

Its not what I want

I want you

But not what you give me