Afraid

I’m afraid.

I’m afraid that I’ll never see you again.

I’m afraid that we won’t have these moments.

I’m afraid that we will have these moments.

I’m afraid that we won’t be the same people.

I’m afraid of not liking you afterwards.

I’m afraid of holding your hand.

I’m afraid of looking into your eyes.

I’m afraid of missing something if I don’t.

I’m afraid of telling you that I do.

I’m afraid…

Of the fact that I fell in love.

I Would Do It Over

Oh god,

I seriously didn’t mean it.

I’d take back every action.

I’d reverse time and start it over.

I can’t blame it on ignorance.

I can’t blame it on being naïve.

I knew all along.

Yet, I didn’t think it’ll go this far.

I didn’t think this through.

I didn’t think it’d hurt you.

I didn’t think I’d do it.

I didn’t put into consideration,

That you would be like this.

That I would ended up breaking your heart.

That I would fall in love with someone else.

But really what I can’t believe,

Is how I can’t love someone like you.